Monday, October 31, 2011

Family Time

Beauty of Creation
@ The Shack for our 3rd Anniversary

Me & Leah
Me & Aubrey
The 3 Musketeers
"I really love Uncle David!" 




Sunday, October 16, 2011

Excerpt from "Captivating"


A SPECIAL HATRED 
(p.82 Chapter 5 in Captivating

For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against the evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against those mighty powers of darkness who rule this world, and against wicked spirits in the heavenly realm. (Ephesians 6:12 NLT) 

     The assault on feminity-its long history, its utter violence-cannot be understood apart from the spiritual forces of evil we are warned against in the Scriptures. This is not to say that men (and women, for they, too, assault women) have no accountability in their treatment of women. Not at all. It is simply to say that no explaination for the assault upon Eve and her daughters is sufficient unless it opens our eyes to the Prince of Darkness and his special hatred of femininity. 
     Turn your attention again to the events that took place in the Garden of Eden. Notice-who does the Evil One go after?  Who does Satan single out for his move against the human race? He could have chosen Adam...but he didn't. Satan went after Eve. He set his sights on her. Have you ever wondered why? It might have been that he, like any other predator, chose what he believed to be the weaker of the two. There is some truth to that. He is utterly ruthless. But we believe there is more. Why does Satan make Eve the focus of his assault on humanity? 
     You may know that Satan was first named Lucifer, or Son of the Morning. It infers a glory, a brightness or radiance unique to him. In the days of his former glory he was appointed a guardian angel. Many believe he was the captain of the angel armies of God. The guardian of the glory of the Lord.

You were the model of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty. You were in Eden, the garden of God; every precious stone adorned you; ruby, topaz and emerald, chrysolite, onyx and jasper, sapphire, turquoise and beryl. Your settings and mountings were made of gold; on the day you were created they were prepared. You were anointed as a guardian cherub, for so I ordained you. You were on the holy mount of God; you walked among the fiery stones. (Ezekiel 28:12-14) 

     Perfect in beauty. That is the key. Lucifer was gorgeous. He was breathtaking. And it was his ruin. Pride entered Lucifer's heart. The angel came to believe he was being cheated somehow. He craved the worship that was being given to God for himself. He didn't merely want to play a noble role in the Story; he wanted the Story to be about him. He wanted to be the star. He wanted the attention, the adoration for himself. ("Mirror, mirror, on the wall...") 

Your heart became proud on account of your beauty, and you corrupted your wisdom because of your splendor. (Ezekiel 28:17)  

     Satan fell because of his beauty. Now his heart for revenge is to assault beauty. He destroys it in the natural world whenever he can. Strip mines, oil spills, fires, Chernobyl. He wreaks destruction on the glory of God in the earth like a psychopath committed to destroying great works of art. 
     But most especially, he hates Eve. 
     Because she is captivating, uniquely glorious, and he cannot be. She is the incarnation of the Beauty of God. More than anything else in all creation, she embodies the glory of God. She allures the world to God. He hates it with a jealousy we can only imagine. 
     And there is more. The Evil One also hates Eve because she gives life. Women give birth, not men. Women nourish life. And they also bring life into the world soulfully, relationally, spiritually- in everything they touch. Satan was a murderer from the beginning (John 8:44). He brings death. His is a kingdom of death. Ritual sacrifices, genocide, the Holocaust, abortion- those are his ideas. And thus Eve is his greatest human threat, for she brings life. She is a lifesaver and a life giver. Eve means "life" or "life producer". 

Adam named his wife Eve, because she would become the mother of all living things (Genesis 3:20).


     Put those two things together- that Eve incarnates the Beauty of God and she gives life to the world. Satan's bitter heart cannot bear it. He assaults her with a special hatred. History removes any doubt about this. Do you begin to see it? 
     Think of the great stories- in nearly all of them, the villain goes after the Hero's true love. He turns his sights on the Beauty. Magua goes after Cora in The Last of the Mohicans. Longshanks goes after Murron in Braveheart. Commodus goes after Maximus's wife in Gladiator.The Witch attacks Sleeping Beauty. The stepsisters assault Cinderella. Satan goes after Eve. 
     This explains an awful lot. It is not meant to scare you. Actually, it will shed so much light on your life's story, if you will let it. Most of you thought the things that have happened to you were somehow your fault- that you deserved it. If only you had been prettier or smarter or done more or pleased them, somehow it wouldn't have happened. You would have been loved. They wouldn't have hurt you. 
     And most of you are living with the guilt that somehow it's your fault you aren't more deeply pursued now. That you do not have an essential role in a great adventure. That you have no beauty to unveil. The message of our wounds nearly always is, "This is because of you. This is what you deserve." It changes things to realize that, no, it is because you are glorious that these things happened. It is because you are a major threat to the kingdom of darkness. Because you uniquely carry the glory of God to the world. 
     You are hated because of your beauty and power. 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

3 Wonderful Years

Today marks the 3rd year that David and I have been married. It's crazy to think that it's been that long. I mean so much has happened since then and so quickly that it is a little bit scary. I am so thankful for him that I can't even begin to express it in words. I now know that marriage is hard work, but well worth it in the end and I am excited for what the future holds, whatever that may be.

My Dear David, 
You are truly my one and only and I love you so very much. Thank you for 3 years of true love and sticking by me no matter what life throws our way. You are my best friend and soul mate. I am excited for what the future holds for us. I love you baby. 
Love, Jackie 




Monday, October 3, 2011

Beach Photo Shoot

While Janelle was visiting in August, we went to the beach and did a mini-photo shoot. Here are some of my favorites :)